Georg'a on my mind [04 Sep 2008|08:34pm] Georgia trip during Labor Day weekend. was funnnnn. had a good time with the fam despite the argueing. the missed turns. the tired driving. the hot weather. and the crowds. awesome. rode in a hot air balloon 50 ft in the air, went to cnn headquarters, went to the largest aqaurium saw a 9 foot wide manta ray, and visited the coca cola factory. all around amazing. had a great time. especially loved coming home. not to all the work. semesters getting crazzzyyy. but hopefully it'll all work out. You Know You Wana

[07 Aug 2008|09:42pm]  YYYYYAAAAYYYYYYYYZZZZ SO HAPPY ABOUT GRADES. AND LIFE. AND WHOA. You Know You Wana

[05 Jul 2008|12:00am] i like compliments...a lot. it's a nice ego boost to be working in the front. best one today was people complimented me on looking so "professional". awesome. i love it. one guy came in and said i handled myself really well [within the first 2 minutes] and asked if I was in college! haha great jump from asking what grade I'm in [usuallty implying they think I'm in high school or less]. ahhh. felt great. work went well.  great 4th of july. couldn't ask for better.   the last few weeks have been tiring. but tiring is good. You Know You Wana

[29 Jun 2008|05:55pm] today was almost completely great. wow. do those days still happen? i have my first tests soon. im stressed. i havent studied. its going to be a busy week. money will be good. i dont want to go crazy though. i sould sleep more today. You Know You Wana

[25 Jun 2008|08:07pm] back in summer classes. not too shabby. glad got friends in it. :) You Know You Wana

live your life to the fullest [02 Jun 2008|10:20pm] Case was such a sweet guy. he will be missed. it was a well done memorial service. enjoy your new home Case. :) God's happy to have you.  You Know You Wana

[02 Jun 2008|11:11am] what a weekend. supposed to hang out with kelsey saturday night. but after 2 calls actualy 3 later on by Ash. she never got back to us! which was super duper lame. since SHE wanted to "hang out". but whatevvss. I ended up hanging just with Ash. and had a fantastic time. havent laughed so hard in so long. such a great time. i miss seeing her so often. we played wii games of course. and just had a fun 'ol time. and talked and caught up. i'm glad even after our huge gaps that we can still chill. Kelsey def missed out. then yesterday we went to a church friend's daughter's bridal shower. oh boy! was my initial reaction. but truly and honestly Crystal and I probably had more fun than was necessary. haha we kept ourselves amused. and honestly it was FUN! the games were amusing. and we won a prize! one of the games was to pick a captain and we both pointed to karen haha which was funny because she's like "ok! thanks guys". and we got to dress her up in toilet paper to create the "best" wedding dress! hahaha. it was hilarious. def took notes for ashley haha. good stuff. went to walmart. got some stuff. than called doug to come over. that was probably a bad idea bc i grew tired of him fairly quickly. but we watched some of the mtv movie awards and eventually in my "rage" we both left the house. i drove around. then went back home. i'm ridiculous. things are so weird sometimes. but i love him. i dont know how things will ever be. You Know You Wana

[30 May 2008|09:33pm] things are getting better in certain areas and considerably worse in others. can't win? yea i'm thinking that. right now doug has an ultimatum. he can get his shit together schoolwise and show me he's not only working hard but working hard for a realistic future. or i'm done. and i already feel done sadly. i told him not to contact me until he has printed out his transcript figured out what he needs to take and highlighted the options. among other things not too difficult. but i havent heard from him all day so i guess it is. this is important to me and for us. if he is too lazy and thinks it's too much work than i guess so is this relationship. it's time to get serious. we can have a nice time if nothing else mattered. but im not sticking around for nothing these days. i have keep moving on. i should be reading. im tired too. anyway. that's what's up on that front. im saving a lot of money. You Know You Wana

[20 May 2008|09:03am] wow what a terrible night. it was too hot in the house. unbearable. i didn't get much sleep. yuck. glad to be getting out of the house today. hopefully everything goes smoothly. i would like the best of both worlds. not miley. :p. You Know You Wana

[19 May 2008|12:18pm] where are we these days? no idea. I love him. we can be so good together. it's a matter of getting back to what makes us happy. we saw speed racer. it was so flippin awesome I'm almost embaressed but I really loved it. everything thing else is normal. thankful for the fam, carlee, and doug. good people are important in life. work's even been going well. the open house was fun. my manager is so cool. things are working out this summer. time will tell. You Know You Wana

[15 May 2008|11:30am] back home and feeling fine. disney vacations are required i think yearly. relaxing. got burned. all in all a vacation done well. but always glad to be home :D. You Know You Wana

[08 May 2008|10:06am] So I helped train the new person yesterday. It seems like her greatest difficulty will be having to get over her paranoia. I understand that is not something people just "get over" especially if it is something that has been plaguing her all her life. I just have a different perspective because of how I have been raised. A lot of what she said was unnerving. I don't like that. She's quiet but has a way of making me uncomfortable. It was hard to get a gage on her. I wish she wouldn't have said some of the things she did. Anyway I won't be working her often if ever. We'll see. I tried not to get out too late. 7:15 is okay for once this week. That's not happening tonight. I never thought I would really be okay with not talking to him every night. It's been surreal. It's been a slow few days. But at least I haven't spent either night in frustration or crying. That's something to be happier about. I have goals in mind that keep reminding me of the sacrifice. I'm not giving my soul to work and school though. I wish people would stop saying "don't forget to have fun". It pisses me off. Mind your own business. And this is why I don't talk about my personal life. People don't really care unless they can judge you. That's fine by me. I want to change the face of business. Being a jerk shouldn't get you ahead. Period. You Know You Wana

[06 May 2008|06:28pm] so it's been a rough last few days. but one thing i should be happiest about at the moment is the fact i passed all my classes, my bright futures is still in tact, and i pretty much have to work my butt off hear on out. no screwing around [not that i even screw around period] and work on making the grades to get me where i want to be. i really need to focus this summer. i guess it's hard right now because of the things on my mind. there's always things in life trying to throw you off track. doug and i are still not on good terms. we've been spending the whole day not talking to eachother than the night until the early morning screaming at eachother. i don't know where we're going. it's just been weird. the summer's been getting hotter and i would rather be outside in a cooler area. but im not a fan of using up anymore gas than i do now. i have to save money for this summer sinec i'll be driving 4 days a week. i'm not feeling 100% today but b/c of that i am glad i stayed home today. yesterday crystal and i went bowling. i can't say enough how much i love it. it makes me feel like im actually good at something. i lost that feeling after i stopped playing softball. a lot has changed since then. but anyway we can't live in the past. i have great plans for the future. in the meant time i'd like the best way to make money double. hmmm.... You Know You Wana

[04 May 2008|10:19pm] I have to say Lynn's short trip was a success. Crystal's graduation was nothing short of inspiring. Doing the FL vacation was loads of fun again and again as always. and it was nice to recap on how things were, are, and how things may be in the future. can't get better than good family, good friends, and good food [since we ate out a lot!]. shouldnt complain. but Doug and I aren't speaking to eachother right now and it's a shame. i really am thinking i'd like a guy who picks up their phone. You Know You Wana

[27 Apr 2008|10:54pm] summer days 08. so far. so nice.  You Know You Wana

[15 Apr 2008|06:44pm] things move so fast at the end of the semester.  much less a year. i looked at last years post around this time and tomorrow is the anniversary of the VT shooting. it's terrible. and i dont want to think of it as an anniversary bc its not much to celebrate. innocent people lost their lives because one couldnt handle his. there just seems to be so much negativity these days that others can't control so they take it out on the nearest person they can grab. the world needs our prayers. that's for sure. classes end next thursday and i will be so relieved when the day is through. i have some tricky options to figure out still but when that day is done i am DONE. which for that case now means until June 23 since i switched to the B session. gahh. it will take some discipline b/c class starts at 8am. ooh that'll be a fune drive. but u do waht you have to. and it will be worth it :). anyway i've been stressing over classes and money lately. but i know it will all work out. You Know You Wana

[06 Apr 2008|05:00pm] overreacting. overthinking. not worth it. bored. You Know You Wana

[04 Apr 2008|11:32pm] I am emotional. I am passionate about the ones i love. I love too much. I hate getting vulnerable. I get crushed. I feel like nothing. I want to scream. I want to feel the worth. I want people to listen. I want people to know...that I care. but they don't care back. i don't understand why. it's so hard. i try to make it all work. and it fails. no ones happy. we all live  what we want to be never what is. and the lost part of reality fools us into false comfort that we lean on for only so long. i dont want to feel so much. You Know You Wana

[03 Apr 2008|04:17pm] gaaaahhhhh I need to do better. finals are in less than 4 weeks. You Know You Wana

[26 Mar 2008|09:45am] I've never actually see a male squirrel up close. whoa. I thought there was something stuck to his stomach at first...:x. You Know You Wana

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